Landree,
You are two months old. Do you know what this means? That for a whole month you've been home in the arms of Daddy, Mommy and Big Sister. We've finally had the privilege of adjusting our lives with you in it - at home, where you belong. Hallelujah!!
I'm so glad that in this monthly post, I can talk about things you are doing AT HOME and how much you are changing. First off, you are much more alert and awake for a good part of the day. I love your big, bright eyes. They seem to sparkle more than any eyes I've ever seen...maybe that's just because I've longed to see them that awake for a while now. You are gorgeous. Absolutely gorgeous.
I find myself getting lost in your little face, just staring and staring. Oh. My. Goodness. I LOVE your face. Your sweet little face. One thing you've done from the get-go - in utero, too - is you love to sleep with your sweet little hands up by your face. A couple times over the last month, I've caught you in the sweetest poses with your hands by your face. It's absolutely precious. Look at this sweet little chubby-cheeked face you have going on here. Love it!
One of my sweet students brought you a present recently. It's a little pink pig lovie with your name embroidered on it. Already, you love that thing. I caught you cuddling with it the other day. Not just that, but your sweet little hands were so sweetly folded together holding your pig lovie. Melted my heart!!
I love your faces. You have so many. You have inquisitive faces, happy faces (although, no smiles, yet), bright-eyed faces, and confused, "leave me alone!" faces. I think the "leave me alone" face is probably my favorite. Your little eyebrows and forehead wrinkle. Cracks me up every time.

You've been eating SO well! You were discharged from the NICU on April 29th. At that point, they wanted you eating 2 oz. You sometimes eat as much as 5 oz now that you are home!!! I'm convinced that's all you needed, was to be at home. The only downfall is, you really only take a full bottle really well from Mommy. Even Daddy has a hard time to get you to take a full bottle. Although I'm very flattered, it does stress me out a little bit. Yes! I've been so impressed with your progress, we haven't even been back to the doctor for a check-up. I really haven't felt the need. Not even for a weight check. Last time we were at the doctor, you were nearly 9 lbs, so I anticipate you being over that for your two month check-up. You still have your reflux and some days are better than others. I can tell when it really bothers you. You have some fussy times of the day where your little legs kick vigorously and you seem uncomfortable. It breaks my heart. It doesn't seem to last too long, so I think your medicine really helps. For the most part, you are sleeping through the night 5-6 sometimes 7-8 hour stretches. You occasionally wake up one time for a bottle, then usually go back to sleep. We've had a couple of nights where you didn't seem interested in going back to sleep. You will soon find out, if you haven't already, this isn't cool with Mommy. Mommy believes in a full night sleep...and then some!!! I'm hopeful that you will have as amazing sleeping habits as your sister does! You only fuss when your tired, wet or poopy or REALLY hungry. You don't cry very often, but when you do...YOU DO! You let us know about it. Yes, I have a feeling your going to be a lot more feisty than your sister is...good for you. I don't really care, I just want you to be you.



You are a snuggle bug. Oh my goodness. I've started this really bad habit with you (that I made very sure not to do with your sister - but things are different with you, since it took you so long to get home), I let you fall asleep on me or Daddy and then we lay you down. Either that, or you will start crying and fussing in your bed (which is currently next to me...I can't bring myself to put you in your room yet), and then I put you right next to me in bed, and you are fine. Oh, dear - can we say "SPOILED?!"
Yes, you are precious. You are already different from your sister and becoming your own little person with your own little personality. This is exactly who I want you to be. I just want you to be yourself, whatever that is. I love your sweet little demeanor and your demanding ways when you want to eat. Believe me, your screaming to eat is music to my ears! Especially seeing that you had no interest in eating the first few weeks of life. Bring on the screaming for that bottle!!!
I've loved this last month at home with you. Not one minute is taken for granted. I love having you here. Our family is complete with you in it. I so look forward to the months ahead. I look forward to your progress and watching you grow into a beautiful, beautiful little girl. You already are, and Mommy, Daddy, and Big Sister love you so much!!!
You are my precious,
intentional, gift from God.
I love you!!
Mommy